project.vw

Keeping a promise.

When my mum died in 2016 I was persistently stalked by the question - What would I regret NOT doing? (with my life)

I knew what it was. Since the loss of my Tinkadoodle ragdoll shop / studio in Wellington, I'd yearned to go back to that wonderful, hand made, creative way of living - making everything up as we go along - no rules. no limit. no map xxx

So I promised myself I'd make living a creative life a priority again, beginning with walking the Camino de Santiago in Spain for 7 weeks - to push me out of my comfort zone (as a kind of life reset) - then NOT return to full time work, but instead enroll in a 1 year, full time, advanced art / creativity diploma, to figure out what kind of creativity was my signature 'thing', that I honestly loved - & loved me back.

At the time, all I really knew was I wanted to 'spend' the rest of my life hand making things, fully plugged into our intuitive, playful curiosity, making everything up as we went along, no rules, no limit, no map xxx

Project vw was born after I'd finished my Advanced Diploma of Art & Creativity with The Learning Connexion. Without their continued guidance, I felt adrift - lost.

I didn't truthfully know what mattered to me, nor what I really wanted, for myself.

Project vw reminds me what I really want at this late stage of my life, whenever I feel lost, confused, or am doubting myself.

Project VW (2025)

Project VW (2025)

What would we regret NOT DOING? The question stalked me after mum’s funeral, prompting me to sit down & decide how we truthfully wanted to ‘spend’ the rest of our life - before we died too.We knew what it was. But we feel terrified to do it. 

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THANKS 2021!!

THANKS 2021!!

WOW. Today is the last day of 2021! In some ways, I don't want 2021 to end, because I’m enjoying the achievements & learnings I’ve gained. Yet in another, I’m ready to step up into a new year, with a revised vision of what's possible for me to achieve & grow towards in 2022.

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the fall (& rise) of ‘tinkadoodle’

the fall (& rise) of ‘tinkadoodle’

How I loved my original studio / home / shop ‘tinkadoodle ragdolls’ in Newtown, Wellington, where I created & hand made bright, colourful, one of a kind ragdolls - Deedee, Dougie, & the Kiwikids!

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I want my own adventure, thanks.

I want my own adventure, thanks.

In 2015 I ripped the above headline out of a travel brochure. It felt like what I wanted ..

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Digging Deeper

Digging Deeper

When I finished writing ‘project vw’ I thought ‘Yay! I’m done with all the writing! :o)”

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project vw – my truth

project vw – my truth

After reflecting on my shop ‘tinkadoodle’ in my last post, I was reminded of something that matters a great deal –

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My tinkadoodle ragdolls.

My tinkadoodle ragdolls.

How I loved my studio / home / shop ‘Tinkadoodle’ in Adelaide Road, Newtown, Wellington, where I created & hand made bright, colourful, one of a kind ragdolls – Deedee, Dougie – & the Kiwikids!

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project vw – part 2

project vw – part 2

Sigh. When I finished writing my ‘project vw’ one page summary, focusing on ‘what matters’ last week (yay!), I naively ....

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project vw

project vw

It’s DONE! I’ve FINALLY completed my ‘project vw’ one page summary document !

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Self directed living

Self directed living

Living a self directed life is at the heart of what I’m doing.What I do, & how I do it, matters. To me.

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What a mess!

What a mess!

The above photo clearly illustrates the mess I get myself into when I jot down ideas, & scribble notes, on bits of paper

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